is pretty darn personal, butI believe you should share the personal things sometimes, too. I was going through old videos and found this
one of my Jax at 8 months old on Halloween. It made me smile and laugh
to watch it. I thought how strange it is that although it was only 6
years ago, it feels like a lifetime ago.
So many things have happened
since then. I told my husband to go look at the cute video I posted. I
guess you never know when things are going to "hit", do you.
finish the whole video. He had to turn it off, and he cried. Then it hit
Jax was a very "normal", happy baby. ALWAYS happy. Content.
Always trying to make us laugh. I miss that baby sometimes. I love my
Jax for who he is with every fiber of my being. I just...miss the
normality sometimes. I miss how care-free we were back then. Man, we had
NO idea what was coming. My other kids didn't "change" at 2 years old.
Why did he? I didn't really get to experience the toddler years with Jax
because he was in his own little world much of the time. I want that
time back that I missed out on. But I can't have it back. I have to wipe
away the tears and move on, but it's hard to do sometimes.